My mind says yes, but my heart says no,
Do I run the Blade or not?
Make the tears run down,
Make the pain to last and slow.
Cutting through my skin,
I feel the pain and relief,
The fiery-cold feeling goes through me,
All I do is laugh frantically.
Lay down looking at myself,
A girl that I used to recognize,
I just see everything blurry,
Cause there are tears in my eyes.
Let my eyes get shut,
Let my mind go blank,
Let my skin feel rough,
As my blade went by.
Aching for love that I can't find,
Running the Blade is what feels right,
And with the bottle of painkillers at my side,
This is what my life turns out like.
Let the pills run down my throat,
Let the pain of this life end,
Let a life get lost again,
Suicide will never end if people don't change.