I wrote this when I was still self harming and felt that nothing could ever help me.
All I want is to be gone,
To not feel pain anymore
To be able to wake up and not have the pain in my chest.
Nothing can fix this, nothing can fix me.
Everything goes wrong and nothing is every right.
My closest friend is a blade and nothing else.
It understands the pain and will always take it away.
No one understands why its helpful
But also no one understands my pain.
Published: 4/19/2010
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