Don't you ever get tired of trying to forgive the person you love repeatedly?
Them doing the same thing over and over again.
After forgiving them time and time again is there point where you CAN'T anymore?
Is there a point where it hurts too so much to have them hurt you.
Beating your heart with a hammer to where it feels like it can't be repaired?
How can one person get over the pain inflicted by the one who gave you life?
How can a person try so hard not to hate them after being burdened with them giving you pain?
Is there a way out?
Is there a way to make this hurt go away?
What can one do to repair ones self after being inflicted with so much emotional pain?
Where does the strength come from, when they feel none is left.
Does it make sense to not want to hate them?
To want and need good things for them.
To want them to be good to you.
What do you do when you keep not receiving that?
Do you give up? Surrender?
My heart knows none of these answers,
My heart knows of no remedy.
My heart knows of nothing after being beaten.
I only wish to know what I should do with these burdens in my heart.