Love Gone Wrong

Heartbreak and rage.
You know at night I'm screaming your name
Because I can no longer cry more
I spend too many days crying your name and knowing that you won't be coming back
It makes me cry just writing these words
My tears drip slowly onto this page

Smearing my words together so it seems I can no longer go on
Even through my tears smear this page
You will still be able to read these words
To read my goodbye
I no longer have any will to live in this world

When you left you broke my heart
And you broke my spirit
I am lonely in this world
Why bother living when you are no longer here
When you left, I died inside

When you left I never stopped crying
It hurts so much I wish you never said goodbye
It hurts so much I wish I could die
In the end I am not strong enough
I couldn't say goodbye when you left

So here in the end I am still crying
But in the end you never could care enough
You couldn't even look me in the eye and tell me why
You wouldn't tell me her name
You wouldn't tell me anything but lies

I have had enough
I have said my goodbyes
Now it's time you just died
Why can't you leave me alone?
Why can't I sleep without seeing you in my dreams and when I awake in the morning it's no better

You should be gone
You should be dead
But all I do is scream your name
I hear your laughter when I am done
In the end you have won again
But this isn't over...
Published: 12/18/2009
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