My heart is tangled up,
But my mind is determined.
You fill me to the brim of the cup
With jealousy... but yet there you are.
I had already gotten over you,
Honestly, it shouldn't be this hard.
But, with you this close, what can I do?
You make it near impossible.
I don't know why it's so hard.
You're not really... much.
If it was possible to keep my heart barred,
I would do so, if only away from you.
You ignore me for weeks,
Then talk to me for a second,
Making my eyes break out with leaks...
Maybe you're not worth it?
I swore I was over you,
I honestly was.
But one second was all I need with you,
To become head over heels again.
Making my heart race,
Stumble over words,
Going red in the face...
But you don't notice.
Maybe all I want is for you
To feel how I felt...
To feel hopeless, with nothing to do,
And full of innocent love.
I want you to feel how I felt.
Full of jealousy,
So much it makes you melt.
Then maybe you wouldn't be so... like this.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I'm confused as heck.
I'm over you... but I'm in love with you.
Maybe confusion is another word for craziness?
Oh God, I'm such a mess!