My Best Friend Kay

In dedication to my best friend, it might be a little... Korny. Awkward, you probably wouldn't understand it well. Kay.
The voices you'll hear from inside your head,
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me,
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.

If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master; you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave,
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not?

It's all up to you,
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
The joy I bring is a sight to behold,
And if you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I'll always be around.

I'm more addicting than drugs,
More deadly than thugs,
But sweeter than the cutest hugs.

But most of all, I'm just a confused guy,
Unable to cry, who does nothing but try,
Just a simple guy in love with a beautiful girl.

They say drugs kill and guns kill breaking the law,
And popping pill after pill sends thrill into your veins,
But kills you slowly just for that high.

I say fuck you nay to the mother fucking nay,
Love is the deadliest form of pain,
It kills you not physically but mentally,
It destroys your morality and brings birth to insecurities,
It brings doubts and sends your mind and heart in roundabouts.

In the end...
You become your own self-destruction,
Everything you worked for, everything you fought for,
...comes crumbling down...

Everything begins to fall apart but nothing lasts forever...
Guess what I'm trying to say...

It might be a bad day to ask but I'm just a guy in love...
With my best friend even if she says no,
Even if she's never mine, no matter how much time goes by,
Is it wrong to feel this way?
Is it wrong to be so madly in love with a single human being to this extent?

Is it so wrong to feel nonexistent when she's not around?
Why does it feel so right if it's wrong?
Why do I feel the need to fight for her and make her mine,
But at the same time I feel as if I should play it safe and keep my distance.

Eternal conflict inside my mind,
Making it so hard to find my place,
Should we be friends, should we be more...
Where do I belong in that head of yours...
Why is my heart a open door screaming for you to come home...
Got in my head that she is mine.

This girl will always be mine,
Maybe not mine as in my girl or my wife or my mate, my lover but mine...
As in mine, my best friend, my loyal companion, my pack leader,
Second in command,
Sorry but I am the alpha then again so is she.

God, she makes my heart melt,
The feelings I felt then compared to now changed but no not in a bad way,
They changed into something stronger more realistic,
Emotions that flow like the pacific ocean,
Beautiful smile of hers melts my soul.

This girl is my best friend,
Will she ever be my girl, my wife?
Who knows but she is my best friend,
And with that I can say,
I am the happiest man on this world to have a girl like her in my life.
Published: 12/8/2015
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