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Not Strong Enough

I am not strong enough of being alone again...
I love you with all my heart,
I love you with all my tears,
I love you with every part of me,
I promise to love you forever.

For the umpteenth time,
I was lost in thoughts of you,
But it is too painful to know,
You were just doing fine without me,
You never care to answer me,
You always ignore me,
Then why did you make me fall for you?

At the thought of losing you, I die,
I don’t even matter to you anymore,
But I still hold on to you,
Is it because I am scared of being alone?
Is it because you are too valuable to lose?
Or is it because you are the only thing I possess?
It might be all,
But it doesn’t matter at all.

I will let go of you, the day I stop loving you,
I will stop loving you, the day I stop missing you,
But I miss you already,
I wish, I would never lose you,
For I am not strong enough of being alone again.
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Published: 3/30/2012
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