Screaming Internally

I don't even know honestly.
I should stop talking with my voice,
And instead with my mind,
It's been screaming,
I've been neglecting the sound.

My blood is turning into ash,
Because of how many fires in my heart have burned out,
I feel myself getting lost,
And forgotten by all who surround me.

All who I love,
And all who I hate,
They swarm me like air,
Embracing me, yet suffocating me.

I can't breathe,
I can't live,
The people I've looked upon,
As harmless, are now killing me.

I'm killing me,
I can't do it,
The pain in my head is spreading,
Into my lungs.

I can't breathe,
I've been gone,
I always have been,
A little part of me dies every year

And soon there will be nothing left to hate,
My brain is barred,
My mouth is on fire,
God help me.
Published: 1/31/2014
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