Self- Inflicted Pain

This is a song that I wrote back in may. Hope that you like it.
Send the pain below.
I love to feel the blade of self- inflicted pain.
Yet I long to dwell in purity.
All my sins have caught up with me.
Take my pain, I give it all.
Slip inside the eye of your mind.

I don't belong here.
Gotta move on here.
Lock me up inside this cage of insecurity.
I can hear this clamor and a whisper.
The silence screams, the pain will follow.

Wake up, wake up.
Put this all behind you.
Put yourself together.
I guess I'm falling away from here,miles away.
I wish this didn't mean so much to me.
To be alive.
Feeling this pain is better than feeling nothing at all.

How long will this go on?
Do you hear me?
Everyone hear me.
My desire is for light to overcome my hate.
I pray that it drowns my soul.
And takes me whole.
I will not die, I will wait here for you.
In my time of darkness.

I sense defection.
Nobody knows my name.
Swallow your soul.
My halo is broken.
This is all I have left.
Tonight I die.
Published: 12/8/2009
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