That game that he played
the way that he died
When I found out what happened
It killed me inside
It happened so fast
Never saw it coming
Now I'm always sad
It will stay that way as long as I last
When I heard
I wanted to die
cry and hide
I know it was absurd
I felt helpless
I just wanted to cry
Just want to curl up
I almost feel hopeless
I try not to cry
I can't keep the tears in
I let them flow
because he died
I want to join him
someday I will
So i await that day
My life goes dim.
