How do I love again,
When this ache won't go away,
How do I dull the pain,
And make things okay!
The memories lie in the tormenting dark,
I can feel the sting every time I take a stroll at the park,
Look at all the memories screaming on the television set,
For all my mistakes, this is the ultimate reward I get.
I cannot get over this feeling,
But all I seek now is spiritual healing,
I need to walk away from the past,
And let it all to settle down, the dust.
There is nothing left to hold,
Not the slightest sigh of comfort,
The society a place so cold,
Just a hall of judgment.
Who will understand my fears?
Or read my pain through the falling tears?
Is there hope for a sinner,
In a world that daily grows meaner!
I'll choose to wear my smile wide,
A sure way to hide the pain that lies beneath the facade,
Laugh, when the heart is in tatters,
In the end, happiness is all that matters.