When I was loved it felt wonderful,
Even if it was one-sided I was happy,
He made me laugh and I felt so warm
The days grew colder but it was summer in my heart.
Until that day when he disappeared,
Took my heart and never gave it back,
I succumbed to the gray monster,
The days got warmer but I got colder.
Stuck on the glory days,
One day I just gave up,
Stopped running up the hill,
Just stared at the sky that resembled his eyes.
I said my prayers and left the world, into a dream,
A dream where I felt loved,
My mother hugged me, he kissed me,
I wasn't oppressed in the paradise, far away from the ugly reality.